Awakening to Your Soul's Purpose

Ultimately, I believe we are all searching for meaning and purpose whether we are aware of it or not. Many people go their whole lives searching for external people and things to give them temporary satisfaction, but the truth is, it's never enough..

When it's never enough, we are always in a lack or scarcity vibration. True fulfillment comes from the heart and our soul being on purpose.

I have found, in my own life, the only thing that gives me passion and true fufillment in my everyday life, other than those around me that I love, is feeling on purpose and connected to providing service to others in a way that makes my heart sing. It has been said many times, "Do what you love and you'll never work a day in your life."

Right, I remember hearing that and thinking "sure, that makes sense but it's not that easy." and I still agree, it's not that easy.. because life isn't a straight path to your purpose. It's a journey with rivers, valleys, mountains to climb, sinkholes to dig yourself out of, and deserts to find water. Some days are majestic and feel magical, while others seem to suck the life out of you as you struggle to keep going.

Before I really found my own alignment to my calling, the days that were magical and joyous were very far and few in between. Most days felt dull and monotonous. I felt stuck in the rat race and thought to my self "I know there's more to this life, when do things really turn around." It wasn't until I left my cozy job and stepped out on faith without a net to catch me.. Oh man, was it hard and uncomfortable, yet exciting and thrilling. I stayed in that uncomfortablity, barely scrapping by for a few years trying to "figure it out." During that time, I picked up new skills, strengthed my connection to the divine or GOD, released sadness, disappointment and I also increased in debt. But, I grew more faith than fear in both myself and my connection to GOD. Both, faith and fear, are unseen but require a believing within us that we cannot see. Whichever one you choose regularly and you give your life force energy to, will be the one that grows within you.

My desert started to transform as I transformed and slowly over time there were more flowers that grew and more birds that sang.. both from my inner garden and then reflected out to my outter reality. The more connection I created with myself and listened and followed the desires of my inner being, the more vibrant and blessed I felt and came in my outter world.

Now, this wasn't easy. It took daily dedication, pesonal reflection, self discovery and perserverence. I also had to look deep inside and uncover and sit with the old wounds, traumas and stories from my past. It takes courage and faith that you can release the past and come through the other side but it's totally possible and worth the effort.

I feel the issue is very simple, most people don't allow themselves to breakdown in order to have the breakthrough.. we were taught that we have to "be strong" and "hold it all together" but the truth is.. no one can. Life is life and it wasn't meant to be easy. We didn't come to experience only the good.. we came to experience all of life, the good, the bad and the ugly. So why have we attached our identity to not crying and breaking down? Meaning, if I don't cry, that means "I'm strong" or vice versa, if I do cry, that means "I'm weak." No... that means your HUMAN!!!! It doesn't mean anything about you other than, "You feel things because this is life and this hard sometimes!"

The more we don't allow our feelings, the more jadded, cold and cynical we become. That's because when you suppress feelings that are heavy and low in vibration, you also suppress feelings that are light and high in vibration. You don't get to choose..

These two things, releasing and healing old wounds and listening and connecting with my inner guidance are the 2 things that I have done that have changed the trajectory of my life in a radical way.

This is why I now feel on purpose and absoluetly love bringing a way to serve others with 9D Breathwork because these 2 things are also the main things that 9D helps others do for themselves. If you'd like to start the process of personal transformation in your life, it's all about alignment with yourself. Check out the 9D journeys I have available and allow your inner guidance find a starting place for you. This is deep, meaningful, and powerful work that will change your life, if you let it.